JOEL DSOUZA 2006

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In search of an inner Change

Open your eyes every morning day
The first thing will be what’s in your way
A thought a feeling something to be
Searching inside for something called free

The inner change is like evolution
It’s like the soul cleaning all the pollution
It’s hard to help it if you don’t know
Without you the soul gets a big blow

But it will never stop changing the bad
It will never give up and be sad
Cause it’s the meaning of this life
It’s the essence, the cutting knife

Ego, ego who are you
Leave me alone let me be true
My love is endless and something new
Not many people only a few

More and more I search inside
More and more my love I can’t hide!
Follow your dreams don’t be afraid
Cause in you God the big love laid

The truth is far and a long way to go
But you will get there following the flow!

Doors of the hearth…

All through my life I grew
Many friends though true a few
Then you get to choose a life
They tell you also choose a wife

I grew up and thought I knew
What they teach to me and you
I thought life is just to grow
And your love to the people show

But whenever my hearth I would open
To a girl I would give my token
She always let me down
Inside me was this huge frown

Why I love you and you don’t see
Why I love you and you don’t let me be
I love you and give you what you want
Why my life with your words you haunt

So I get my backpack and decide to leave
To look for something I can’t conceive
I go to India inside deep despair
To find myself and be aware

Medicine to the soul mother India’s Goal
I travel and travel and my hearth stole
I forgot you now, once and forever
Don’t you think you were so clever?

My real self has now evolved
My old self now dissolved
Stronger and happier my soul awake
Ready for yet another piece of cake

Even though I look for the one
My eyes shining like the morning sun
I look for the love that’s free
I look for a love forever to be

Someone with my same hearth
Someone who the flame could start
Doors of my hearth are sealed today
For them to open to God I pray

It’s very difficult to conquest this man
Only true love can open this hearth again!

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The Dark Side

Life has two amazing faces
Both are completely different places
One is a nice, a complete beautiful light
It is when you have won the final fight

The other is the dark side
It is the experience, which cannot hide
It is there in your deepest horror
Makes us flee away in terror

Without the dark there would be no light
And without light there would be no night
So off we go into the darkest dreams
To win this battle or so it seems

It gives us feelings we were scared to feel
Horrible thoughts and hands of steel
Afraid of nothing we march through hell
Cause the name of Love we can now yell

Suddenly through this dark dark night
Comes in sweetly this ray of light
A shiver of happiness comes down my spine
Cause now I know everything is fine

We’ve finally made through the night
Enlightened now we step to the light
In it is the final happiness and glory
And this is the end of another story



Glories and stories…

We have heard many stories
About man’s power and glories
And always in these deadly places
A women shows so many faces

There is always a female by his side
With her hand through the clouds glide
She helps him through the depts of hell
With her light even Lucifer fell

Without her would be emptiness
Inside would be loneliness
Even though the man won’t admit
That she inside him a fire lit

So she comes from somewhere else
Picks him and says lets Dance
Through the music they found each other
Through poetry they know one another

Even though they are so far
Inside is a burning beautiful scar
And even she falls apart
He will pick her up and make new start!

Without her he cannot win
This battle for long begin
She is the one who gave him inspiration
In this beautiful Trance nation!